Nirvana.
Fruit Mash: That Crazy Child
Thilini, you have no idea how happy I was when i saw your post. I never thought that every little thing I did would you know, make a difference. You actually make me feel important :) Girl I love how you say whatever’s in your heart. And I gotta say, im gonna be smiling the whole day today. I’m…
WOAH. Chaggar, I’m really glad to have a friend like you :) I honestly love hearing about your life. I really do. I know what you’re talking about. However, I did manage to stay friends with a couple of my friends after SEVERAL years and we don’t live in the same city xD I CAN DO THIS. So, if you make that effort, I’ll make it too :) we can have skype dates! <3 and yeah, if life does do it’s thing, but I do get a chance to talk to you, I won’t walk away thinking it’ll be awkward, I’ll jump on you and say “THE FATES HAVE BROUGHT US TOGETHER SO WE MAY CATCH UP!” LOL. Oh man, I’m going to miss seeing your face everyday. Lets enjoy what time we have together. :)
Out of all of my friends that have told me they loved me, I only really believe a couple. I guess it’s the tone. You know how some people say it, but they mean it on a different level? Yeah, it just.. yeah. Well, yesterday I was on the phone with Chaggar, and she told me she loved me. I think I’d be lying if I said it didn’t make my day :$ and I obviously said it back. But, it carried through the night and I’m just really happy. Despite the fact that all these tests are going on and whatnot, I’m really liking everything. I don’t know if it’s because everything is just going well, or if it’s just me focusing on the good stuff.. but I like it. I love waking up to a text message from Mr. Bangeet, I love sitting near Mandeep and Reena on the bus, I love getting those A+ good morning texts from Alex, I love greeting everyone in the morning, I love hearing all of Dillan’s stories (or just catching up with him on situations), heck, I just love talking to Dillan, it’s not awkward (for me) at all and I love that, I love being surrounded by Mandeep, CJ, Shannon, Bijel, Gitesh, etc. during English, I love feeling safe beside Zeal in chemistry, I love talking about inappropriate stuff with Gitesh in calculus, I love hanging out with Jeremy, Jaskirat, and Jessica during lunch in the tech hall, I LOVE LOVE LOVE being around Sangeet (if I could write a novel on this one, but even then, that wouldn’t do it justice), I love how awkward his friends are when they’re around me xD, I love hugging Praga, Anderson, Jr, and Chris before my physics class, I actually love physics with Jaskirat, Jaspreet, Shantel, Jaskaran, The Riyas, etc. and I love walking to my bus with Jeremy, and I usually dislike routine. But this, this is pretty awesome. It’s a strange sort of happy. It’s like, when something bad happens, but I get to do this stuff, it’s a relief. It’s a sigh and then a smile, followed by a laugh. Like things are going to turn out okay. I just, I’m there, I’m all there for this stuff. Obviously there are other things and people that make me smile during my day, and not everyday is the same, but these simple things are really the ones that make it. Chaggar, I blame you for making me wake up with a great feeling. Sangeet, I blame you for making me feel happy everyday and always telling me things will turn out fine. Well, I mean not everyday is a good one, but even when I’m in pain, just being around you makes it not as bad. You just make me feel good. Awesome. Ecstatic. DAMN YOU AND YOUR ABILITY TO MAKE ME MELT <3 Sorry, I actually really love this kid. Yes, I said the L word. Why are you even surprised? Anyway, this is a great kick off. So yeah. I hope I have an awesome Thursda- OH, I TOTALLY WILL BECAUSE I GET TO SPEND LUNCH WITH yeah. :$ I hope you guys have a great day too and appreciate all the simple things, no matter how simple they may be ^-^ !
